So now...

Okay, I am sure that most of you know by now that the house that we built actually was sold to someone else on Christmas Eve. And surprisingly I was okay with it (well after about 30 minutes of crying and feeling sorry for myself). We thought that we would keep our house in the market for at least a little while to see what happened. Pug actually applied for a promotion with John Deere that everyone said was his. Well, we just found out that they gave it to someone from New Mexico- Pug was second, but unfortunately 2nd is not good enough in this case. So, for now we have decided to take our house off the market and kind of regroup and see what we want to happen, or more like what will happen. It was hard getting a double blow like that, but what can I do but move on? Life has it's challenges, and hopefully I am learning what I need to learn from these and others that are happening now. But I must remember, I am very lucky. We didn't have to move. We can afford our house, our kids are happy and healthy, my husband loves and cherishes me, I have a good ward, wonderful friends, and a family that will support me through anything. What more could I ask for in life? A bigger house and better paying job will come in time (and hopefully baby #4), but until that time comes I need to just be happy with what I have been given.